This is a chapter from my book called The Inspirationalist (http://amzn.com/1447866576). I wrote this book as my dedication towards +Dodo Newman who inspired and motivated me in several times during my road. She taught me one very important thing, which was to not give up our beliefs in a positive solution. She taught me to keep up and to continuously believe in my aims. Thanks to Dodo I realized that I can always challenge the existing because we are able to improve things, to innovate.
I could never say that I grew up in a steady family. I still keep to this day the pain of my childhood, its stigma will accompany me perhaps forever on my path.
Elemental parts of my nightmares.
From the moment of our birth, already as small children we look for the stability around us. We cry out because we got mixed up in an unknown world, but embracing arms soothe us immediately. It is love that crosses our heart and that assures us that we are in a good place. The maternal instinct usually is aimed at the child, it is the child who is protected and shielded.
The parents have a role to support in the best way and to help their children’s growth. Success does not come by itself and not everyone has opportunities falling into their lap. Parents have done their best in this world if their children achieve more than they themselves have, and when they have passed over all their knowledge to their children and have freed and unclosed their thinking to find and add their own creativity.
Parental responsibility here or there, my childhood was full of sufferings. My mother’s continuous attempts of suicide condemned my childhood. My mother was quite selfish, life had to be only about her and her problems.
It is difficult to be a child having your mother cutting her own veins next to you while you are playing and crying because you are helpless. Your only hope is to cry loud enough to have someone hear it and hurry to help you.
I think already in my childhood my task was to look after my mother, that is to always save her with with my crying. It was a weird relationship and at the same time an abhorrent break of the spirit. I had to stand up and live from here. I was around two when she left us, only a few can really know this pain.
A child always needs a secure point during travels and change. And the most secure point for a child is the family. We were a truncated and sad family. Probably this was the first big lesson I learned from life, a bloody and cold experience, a slap from life, which flung me immediately down. Knock Out.
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